No turning backs.
Writing things I can't say.
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![I’m very happy that my Jason doll came today that I had to take a picture and pose and edit it. :] Oh na na. #instagram #ig #igers #iphone #iphone4 #me #selfportrait #jasondoll #dreamhigh #drama #koreandrama #doll #random #lastphotooftheday #photooftheday (Taken with instagram)](http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxzhmhp91u1qa4uwjo1_500.jpg)
I’m very happy that my Jason doll came today that I had to take a picture and pose and edit it. :] Oh na na. #instagram #ig #igers #iphone #iphone4 #me #selfportrait #jasondoll #dreamhigh #drama #koreandrama #doll #random #lastphotooftheday #photooftheday (Taken with instagram)
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So I’ve heard about this great concert last year but didn’t really looked into it. Then yesterday a friend of mine told me about it. And I really wanted to go this year. Listening to great music while camping out with out with your friends. But its sold out already :(( next year!! Just need to find friends who wants to go. #instagram #iphone #iphone4 #concert #coachella #music #travel #artists #random #ig (Taken with instagram)
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So I’ve been watching Korean drama since who-knows-when. And I jut finished watching 2 over the past week and they are the leading actors. Jung Yong Hwa and Jang Geun Suk. #koreandrama #kpop #cnblue #heartstrings #yourebeautiful #jangguensuk #jungyonghwa #adorable #singer #model (Taken with instagram)
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Photoset reblogged from pixie dust, waiting.
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November 27,2011
Everybody knows that I miss my friends from back home. My high school buddies and my college buddies. Moving here in the States was like transferring to a different school in the middle of the semester. The friends you’ve grown up with are not with you anymore and you now have to make new friends. Which is not really a huge problem until the people who you think are your friends—are actually not. Have you ever had that feeling where people just seems to make you feel that you are not wanted—and the worst part about that is they show it but they don’t say anything. They make you feel like you can never be their friend or you are not worthy of their time. Seems too low right? Pretty high school-ish? But it does happen. There are people in this world who just have to show you that you don’t belong and that you will never belong. Yes. There are these kinds of people after high school. And I don’t know why they do this. So what do you do when the people you think that are your friends are apparently not? Well, that’s the good thing about transferring to a different school—you don’t have to stick with them. Find other people who will be able to accept you for who you are and not ever make you feel like you don’t belong. Because we all belong somewhere. We might just not know where it is but we do belong and we do matter. You can’t let some people dictate where you should stand. If they don’t want to be your friend, then screw them. They are not worth your time. They are probably talking behind your back anyway. So just keep your distance from them and that should do it.
xoxo,lostandwaiting
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October 2011. Paris, France.
I was lucky enough to see Paris. Of all things that I hear about Paris, the best thing about it is the people that you meet in the trip. Different people with different stories. Meeting all these different people sure did make the trip even more interesting.
xoxo, lostandwaiting
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November 27,2011
It’s been a while since I last blogged and a lot of things has been going on. Life is so complex—you can never have the thing you want without any strings attached. Ahh. Life. Love. And—
moving on.The most dreaded phrase after a break up—moving on. I can personally say that IT IS something that is very very very easy to say but very very very (did I say very?) hard to do. I am one of the people who ALWAYS says that “It’s time to move on” or “Just move on” or “Don’t think about him.” But when it is your time to actually do it—it’s hella effing hard. There is no specific timeline, no specific method and no right way to move on. It will all be up to YOU. Because it will be YOU who will need to choose whether the train called life will go on the its destination without one engineer or will it make a short stop over to refuel or will it just stop dead on its tracks because one engineer decides to jump out of the train in the middle of the journey. It will be a very hard journey. There will be a lot of fake smiles and showing to other people that you are okay, but deep inside you have all these unanswered questions that you want the answers for. It is hard especially if you have common friends and you have an access to what he or she is doing. It will even be harder if you can see that he or she is happy without you—I guess that is the hardest part of it. But then this should be the “wake up call” that if he can be happy without you in his life, then you can be happy as well. You will be happy—eventually. Once you’ve let go and accepted that he’s not part of your life anymore and all those will now be just memories of the past, then you can start anew.
Life doesn’t end with a heartbreak. It might cause you to think and slow things down, but it surely does not stop life from being amazing.
To someone out there: I can really say now that I don’t want that mess in my life anymore. I was better without you. And I want to keep it that way. Since you’re the one who let go then why should I still hold on? There is no need for that. Let’s live our lives separately and try our best to keep out of each other’s way.
To all those who are trying to move on: You can do it. It is hard but it will be worth it in the end. You will be a much better and stronger person after this.
To all those who have already moved on: I salute you. It could have taken you days, weeks, months or years—but you did it. And that is something to be proud of.
xoxo, lostandwaiting
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I’m used to the stereotypical. I’ve been with the stereotypical ever since I can remember. And you came in bringing me things I’m not used to. You are not stereotypical and I don’t really now what to do. All the things I’m so used to is not you. You are the opposite of all the things I’m used to and, again, I don’t know what to do.
